my sponsor suggested i take the time to pray each mornin, askin for knowledge of my HPs will, and then meditate, listenin for His intuitive voice within, to guide me forward throughout my day. at 1st it seemed ridiculous to me to pray to somethin i wasnt quite ready to believe in and listen for...
havin been doin this thing we do for a lil while, lookin back into my time in recovery, i can see how faith has broadened my spiritual awareness. ive used, as best as i can, what recovery has to offer, to nurture the faith and spiritual awareness which are indispensable pieces of recovery. it has...
https://youtu.be/rNO33UNq4cU I have just found this place so I apologize up front if I’m breaking any group rules. Working from home in March of 2020 did NOT work for me and on March 31, 2020 my husband got home to find me incoherent from alcohol withdrawal. I scored an ICU bed in the throws of...
after i had begun prayer and meditation, experiencin the results of it, and usin the spiritual principles of recovery to surrender, accept, and tolerate the results of prayer and meditation, i could feel the sense of loneliness begin to leave me. important to this process was my sponsors suggestion to try it for 30 days...
i was always and forever tryina hide myself from the view of others. it became somethin i honed so well that it became 1st nature. i couldnt allow another to see who i truly was within. self-centered fear kept me locked away. and if i felt ya tryina break down my wall, youd surely see...
what ive found about the relationship with my HP is that ive been able to tolerate life much better. meditation has taught me how to be patient. meditation has given me a way to grow my emotional health. meditation has given me the ability to gain emotional balance. in times of rough goin, meditation helps...
my personal program of recovery involves deflatin my ego. to make it work for me i need to share my problems to find my solutions. i cannot live the way i used to anymore. after havin been in recovery for the time i have been, keepin shit within only serves to tear my ass up....
goin with the flow of my recovery helps me better go with the flow of the evolvin world around me. through prayer and meditation i get to improve my conscious contact with my HP as i understand Him. with the amazin and awe inspirin works of spiritual awareness, i get to let loose the fear...
Basic Text page 170… She told me she had always blamed me for her son's addiction but realized that he had always had those addict traits and it wasn't my fault. She said she was happy that something good came about from his death. We then went into the basement, and she gave me a...
i honestly tried 3 times before this time to get sober and remain that way. each time i had a little success, but nothin sustainin. i think about those times and even as i had the desperation to stop, i couldnt form enough self-will to make it stick. the time before this i made it...