there did come a point where the only thing left fer me to do every day was drink. as much as i really didnt want to i had no choice, real alcoholics will understand. today the desire has been lifted through rigorously followin a few simple suggestions. for years i didnt think that i was...

by the time i had quit drinkin i had tried everythin i knew to control it. i knew that i was hit, i didnt know what else to do. there came a time that if i wanted to live life free of drinkin & druggin that i had to change, but i didnt know how...

i remember the day i had finally had enough. for years i thought that if i quit drinkin & druggin i would be a loser, laughed at & scorned by my peers. today through the victory of surrender i know different. i take that fear and use it as a basis to continue on with...

i really dont know when i crossed the line that made me an alcoholic, but i do remember the loneliness of my alcoholism, when the dreadful and hideous four horsemen wanted to befriend me. i can never forget that, it hurt. i am grateful today that with Gods help i no longer have to live...

fer a while, early in recovery, i wondered how people lived without drinkin to take the edge off. i can also remember the loneliness that seemed to encompass my very core, it was not fun. i remember not wantin to hurt anybody ever again the way i had hurt my loved ones around me, the...

fer me, i have to take this God given 12 step program everywhere i go, every day. i find it works better fer me that way. it can be hard at times, and i can sometimes feel like there is no God, but i know deep within He is there watchin me in everythin i...

when i came into the rooms i was made aware that the 1st spiritual principle was honesty. i can recall lyin to myself thinkin i had always been an honest person. ive since learned of the self-deception and true powerlessness i used to live because of self-dishonesty. ive learned how unmanageability had me doin shit...

gettin sober was all i truly wanted in the beginnin of this journey. i knew if i could just stop drinkin i would be ok, the crazy ass behavior and thoughts i had would dissipate somewhat. after i had been sober for a while and had sat in the rooms i began to watch &...

with this new year upon me, im gonna continue to do as ive done to maintain my recovery and lifestyle. i may not do it as any other, but i am gonna do it as i perceive my HPs will is. i know shit will change each day, but as long as i stick to...

this has saved my ass more times than once. i even have to break it down to the minute sometimes. just do it today, has been a God send fer me. i am grateful i have what i have today. thank you Lord fer lettin me make it another year. it is true that even...