I would like to apologize to people in general. I have become fairly anti-social. It is difficult for me to spend time in anyone's company, because of what has happened to my mind. When you obsess about attachments and patterns as much as I do, you no longer see people, you see behaviors. The more...
when i 1st came into the rooms i wondered how my life could change, what could i do to make it better. i dont remember the 1st time i heard the promises spoken in meetins. as i look back i remember thinkin these guys are crazy, life is just what life is, it sucks ass!...
i need to ask fer His protection and care with complete abandon on a daily basis. i understand today, without Him i am nothin. i tried livin life without Him, by my own propulsion, and it didnt work. i need His serenity, grace, peace, and love each day. surrenderin to His will everyday aint always...
As part of my recovery, I am addicted to honesty, I cannot seem to live without it. It does not matter what I am feeling, I put fearless honesty into the world and watch to see what comes back because I deeply desire peace. I have learned there is a formula to success, it is...
Well, I am close to 100 days clean this time. I have decided that creating better habits needs to start now. I mean, what better time than when I am at the cusp of realizing that I need a new way of thinking, a new life. I believe these early days of recovery are some...
i learned, it is most def up to me, to fix the problems i cause. a vast majority of the time i feel the way i do, are coz of my feelins, no one elses. sure, i can be pissed at everybody fer everythin and try to totally take me out of it; today, to...
Because I care deeply I want to assure you, everyone I have ever met and I am quite certain the entire planet is in denial about something. I can guarantee it, because it is not possible for any one person to know every loss first hand that has ever been experienced, at best we can...
I apologize, because I forget myself sometimes and try to make long profound statements to impress. I want to share something simple that anyone can benefit from. The most effective recovery is one that includes daily practices. If you keep experiencing same issues that you are working on, problems in relationships, with substances, with money…...
it was taught to me when i go out to make amends fer past wrongs, whether past or present, i must ALWAYS be ever mindful of the other person, and how i go about presentin my amends to em. the key to makin amends, is i should not make em if they are gonna open...
it is important i remember i hurt people while drinkin. not everythin i did while drinkin was bad, but i still hurt others. i have learned, while in recovery, i still have the same potential to hurt another. i need to be aware of the things i say and do. i may not intentionally mean...